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Things have changed.posted Mar 29th 2011, 12:42PM
Mood: Blah
Music: Radio: 101.1's Rock Nation: Three Days Grace-World So Cold
So it's been 11 months since I've done anything.
I'll catch you guys up to this point. And most of what happened hasn't been good, for once.
Summer time came and went fast, did nothing much but keep an eye out of my aunt, who was falling everyday, and I had stayed with her everyday, in her room whenever I was home. Hell even bringing my art stuff and my cat into her room I was that concerned.
By the time summer ended, I made up my mind about school: I am not staying in that school with the principle I hate, there's no way I'll graduate shaking his hand. I'd rather spit on him.
So I signed up for another school. I love it here. People are much more kind, and a lot of people love art here. But, I miss my art teacher but even if he's not there anymore, friends confirmed it.
It's bigger than my other school though, so much bigger I tend to get lost sometimes but I know my way around now.
Anyways after that, I'm scared to turn 18, and on Halloween, I couldn't go Trick or Treating because I was waiting for my dad to come home and when he did it was too late. Bummer.
Weeks later, my aunt is in the hospital to remove a herna.. nothing went right.
It's hard to explain, she was like my second mother to me. To have her have this sort of way of things was hard to take really. The doctor failed and tried to lie to us. I don't understand why he didn't just admit he messed up and apologized instead of trying to avoid being caught. We would have understood if he made a mistake. Humans aren't perfect, they'll never be perfect.
She died due to lack of blood, she had her main artery probably messed up, which would explain why her heart beat was so low. The doctor did slip up when he tried to explain what happened and said: "I nicke- I mean-" and tried to cover it up. We already heard him say it. Why didn't he just continue and tell us he made a mistake. He wasn't the doctor to do the surgery, but she fell into a critical state and it had to be done immediately and her original doctor wouldn't be there till the next day. So he had to do it.
Now, the only thing is, nobody will help us, no lawyer will say it's wrong, and say we have no rights to fight. My dad was her brother and over the age of 25. I KNOW the laws dumbasses. The hospital rejected our wish to have an autopsy, and then a week later said they lost the papers that we signed the day of the surgery for one. Honesty huh?
That day was November 6 2010. It's still as fresh of anger as it is now. Only difference is that I'm 18 now. Of course I'll always be treated like an idiotic teen who knows nothing about life and laws because I'm too ignorant and I'm just too stupid to ever understand adult things. Society and their assumptions:
"...If a health care surrogate has not been designated, then written consent may be provided by the spouse, nearest relative, or, if no such next of kin can be found, the person who has assumed custody of the body for purposes of burial. When two or more persons assume custody of the body for such purposes, then the consent of any one of them shall be sufficient to authorize the autopsy." -cited from law, Florida laws.
Basically telling us that we don't have rights to ask for an autopsy when both brothers said yes, is a lie. And to have lawyers also tell us this is also a lie. This state is full of idiotic liars. Not to mention both are 55, so that passes the "Over 25" age, by more than double.
She was also left cut open in a regular room, but she has no spleen so infection was likely for her because of this. She told us this herself that she had it opened because she sat up and realized it. And being a retired nurse, she knows that it's not what they're supposed to do.
Here, I explained everything on one Journal and still have it there: http://shadkitty.deviantart.com/journal/20110319/
It's paining me to explain it all over again.
Moving on, my birthday comes weeks later, we don't celebrate it because I chose so, it's nothing to celebrate at all.
Christmas comes, we do nothing but have a tree up. No presents because I asked for none.
I just wanted to stay in school instead of be at home because if I'm home, I think of her.
And now we come to now. Nothing really is happening but just me improving on my art pretty much. And watching the InvaderCON videos. Which went epically but too bad I couldn't go! xD
And there's a huge chance of Invader Zim coming back but there's no real word on it yet, but let's just hope.
Right now I'm on Spring Break. I've been in a not happy but not sad mood. I'm content with optimism, and pessimism. In the middle looking both ways I guess.
So enough about me and my lame life, what about you guys? I don't feel like talking about my own life lol. xD
I tend to die here sorry about that guys.
Catch me on DeviantART, I am active there due to being so well known there X.x
I will update this list soon as I figure out how to use icons to show here. I never really got how to do it.
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